His hands roam over my back, restless, unsure, desperate. Crushed to me, bitter with blood and grief, he clings like a drowning man clings to driftwood, searching hopelessly for the familiar, for the warmth he has lost that I have never given him. I ache to have him, to take possession of that fragile frame. I know that I can.
He mumbles against my mouth, tasting of tears and helplessness.
Protect me. Save me.
I force myself to breathe, and I do the best, worst thing I could do. I do what he asked me to.
I lick the salt-sweetness of him from my lips, and I tell him ‘No.’
He mumbles against my mouth, tasting of tears and helplessness.
Protect me. Save me.
I force myself to breathe, and I do the best, worst thing I could do. I do what he asked me to.
I lick the salt-sweetness of him from my lips, and I tell him ‘No.’